[police officer] “sir are you in possession of any illegal drugs”
“sure thing son whatchu need”
Honestly, i don’t even know why im writing this right now because you’ll most likely never see it. I used to be so carefree, didn’t really worry about anything or care about the consequences of my actions, but ever since i met you all i do is worry, I worry because I’m afraid one of these days you’ll stop loving me and I’ll lose you. I try to hide it because I know you don’t want me to worry but It’s almost near impossible not to because you mean so much to me. Sure, i can keep myself busy with things and I don’t worry but the minute i stop doing something all i do is think of you and worry. I wish you really knew how much you mean to me. I would give my life to save yours in a heartbeat without having a thought about it. I know it’s not good to worry so much but i can’t help it. I’m only human.
I love you Kelsi.